Four divorces and the funeral no one attended

 

My mother had a particular

Personality 

Even when she was little

Born just before

The WWII

That altered her parents lives

While her own went on 

As if she was a spoiled princess

Or a pauper living on the streets

She did have some bad nannies

And babysiters

Even ended up in foster care

Without her mother knowing

Who had ended up in a hospital

As a Jane Doe 

With a cross 

Not a moon or star of David

A Christian woman

Someone stoled her purse

Thought she was Janet

With the doctors name

Anyways my mother

Was not a sport

This is one of her favorite things

A Nun doll 

She adored making her mother

Squirm

They were not Catholics

Anyways she adored 

Getting these types of dolls

I swore i even saw

Pope dolls in one closet

Jimmy has been getting rid 

Of everything he can

As the one and only heir

To a family who took 

To court 

Over not allowing him

To be the one born to them

He had a rich celebrity daddy

Who had not gone to war

As he was too young

He not only hated his father

But it was the Nam years

He wanted a military family

He sued us because

He was not born to us

Instead of a millionaire

Now he is not our relative

But after killing off

The old ladies

He went after the

Young grandparents

And then worked 

On parents

Until all were dead

Just to get his hands

On my things

Which were just 

Hand me downs

I now see them on Ebay

And Goodwill

I actually paid 

For a few bags

Of old dolls 

To be delivered 

Caused a stir at the desk

Most people gets lots 

Of deliveries until

They have to pay 

The rent or something

I only order once or twice 

A month for things I need.

Three different boxes

I got a free shipping 

Discount and just thought

I don't know anyone else

Does it gets things

That their neighbors 

Don't know about

Just some dumb 

Old dolls 

With no value

Accept to someone

Who had been promised

All her childhood

She would be allowed

To have them.

Only to get married

Too young

When no one was ready

Nor have children

As I developed a tumor

Which has grown 

To mammoth proportions

Anyways Jimmy

Did not come to her funeral

Nor did anyone else

Except one fool hardy 

Friend from the old days

And her mother

I was not able to do her 

The same honor 

Of showing up

As I am too far away

And did not have the money

To be a train ticket

Not that the train

Was available

Even now it only runs

When it feels like it

Jimmy has a bank account

In the Caymen's Islands

He used to have a Swiss bank account

He does not report this to the IRS

Nor to his many wives

Maybe someone should know

He forgot about 

The little boys

He tried to kill

Then got rid of

Only to have them

Get old enough

To have to be allowed

To be mrried

He arranged for them

To have his choice 

In a woman

The last of the four

Has filed for separation

Four divorces amongst them

And not allowed to know

Thier own mother had died

All so he can take 

Everything Away from me

Except it was my little sister

He got hold of one 

Macy day Parade

His Christmas presnt

He told Santa Claus

Was the little girl

On one of the floats

She died and he wont leave it alone

He has left me with nothing

Which is just what I am going

To do to his wife Teresa

And her son Juan Barron

Who believe they

Get to own everything

Of an American woman

Because they came from Mexico

Where thy have nothing

First I recall

Teresa having a rich 

First husband

And a really nice daddy

Who gave her anything

She wanted and tehn died

In debt to bad men

Who don't care 

If a man is dead

They still want to be paid

As for Juan 

He has had a spoiled life

thinking he can come

Across the border

And pay for nothing

While he has been stealing

And cheating

And attempting to kill me

There is a trolley 

In town with my blood

He is even refusing 

To go to the military

He is not yet old enough

To be conscripted for service

Which he has been lying

To the authorities 

At the border

It is Teresass

Favorite Holiday

Indpendence day

Or as she told me 

The day Mexico 

Defeated the French

Actually, they set Pueblo

On fire exploding the munitions

Leaving the French

With nothing to fight for

Except Grasshopper hill

But they had already executed

The guy without anyone

Having declared a win

Just as another guy

Keeps claiming he has won

Anyways

Teresa are in for aheadon

I want those buildilngs

Not to have been torn down

Nor Jims first wifes child

Claiming me as her mother

Instead of the woman 

Who went on to marry 

A very rich man

Nuns and Popes Dolls

One would think she 

Would know better

And those are not

His uncles

They are free men

Who have not been

Allowed to have a mother

Of their own

Someday soon

It will be known

What Jimmy has wanted no one to know