Is it really over?

 

Is it safe to come out?

Has it really gone away?

Maybe we should hide a little longer.

The day has come when it has been declared

No more emergency.

The Coronavirus we had not heard about

Is now considered done

But not actually over

It is just no longer an emergency situation.

Who remembers the day we were told

We had to stay at home and not go to work?

That we were just to sit there in our house?

I recall being quareentined because 

Of my asthma and testing negative.

They did it again and again.

Four quarentines and only two positives.

This after I was vaccinnated

And moved into the this place

Which is now called Hotel California

Not haven or home.

It all went wrong so quickly

After hugging a cot for so long

We were finally going to have a place

To stay with a real bed.

Instead the wrong ones were brought

In as all non profit charities

Must use the money they have

While they ask for more donations

It never goes to the right people

At the right time.

We have had shootings with guns

Knifings with blood on the wall

Suicides and multiple deaths.

It never ends the amount

Of sirens one hears outside

No one goes outside

Unless they are hooking

I am not hooking

But did for awhiel attempt

To be normal and show myself

But those groups for java

Are not worth it

Nor is conversation with ones 

Case worker.

I am supposed to have a housing navigator

Who will help me get housing

Instead they just want to question

One about spending habits 

And get in your face about 

Where one has been

In other words they are too noisy

They also don't have any place 

For you to go after here.

They even cause the problem 

Of not wanting you to stay 

IF one does not get along

How does on do that 

When they are selling drugs in the hallway

And overdosing across the hallway.

And then yelling at you 

When you are outside.

Then there are the conversations 

About your belongings.

They have friends, families

Or storage units.

I have nothing but a collection of boxes

I started with nothing

As I was removed from several

different places where I was the resident

They have shown up taking 

My food from me 

or my money from me.

then they want to know 

Where I shop for my clothes

Which are the boutiques 

Or the discount stores.

I have not the money 

Nor the time to get more expensive. 

Ones as I have been robbed

Repeatedly taken the more expensive items

Even car jacking 

I was once going out

With an old friend 

Whom I had not seen in a long while

I was meet with hatred

From Janet to Jim

Then Juan got in the limo

He came back after it started

Where was I?

Why was I not where he had left me?

They would not leave it alone.

They took over his car

While we were inside

He had a heart attack

Then he was removed.

I had been sitting waiting

For him to get ready 

To out to lunch 

Only to have the room service

Arrive in the person of Jim.

He is not allowed to be here.

But the needle was quick.

When I went for help

After we woke up from our 

Date rape drug

Janet was waiting

She actually believes

A six year old gave birth

Only a retard would believe that

And not even a woman with Dementia

Would be believed in such a case.

Janet is just plain stupid

And ugly and gross.

Then so is Suzie who raised her.

Never anything nice about them

They will all die at Armageddon.

And no one will recall them.

Not even Jehovah God.

They have false claims

But they have already been denied

They just don't listen to anyone.

How else would a girl like

Janet believe is good enough

To present anything about the bible

Much less make it believable

That she is going to kill me

If she does not get her way.

They have been back since it started

But Jimmy is hovering nearby

And then all those girls 

Who were told to never 

Do it again, did it again.

Introduced to the same tiresome

Scavengers 

Who only want everything of yours.

Then the boys began 

To get rowdy

Not even one of them 

Can understand that I am 

Going to cut something off

If they don't get the message

Leave me alone.

I am miserable.

It has been a long rode.

I am doing much better

But it is still not a good idea

To sit down next to me 

Without knowing that they guy

Is going to be missing something

If they don't move out of my way.

Well they are gathering at the border

I have not been able to go back.

Suzanna followed me around

With a needle just to have fun

With herself but not get the message

Now she is just one of the group

Who have no place to go

She showed up all fancy

Then dumped her bag

On a handicap woman

Whom she thought she would treat

As a servant 

But instead her bag 

Was taken away

Which she blamed me

Because it was her responsibility

Not anyone else.

She has nothing to wear

But a black t shirt and pants.

She looks terrible.

Which is how Janet already 

On her way to looking

Like a clown

Just as the rest of the women

No one wants to talk

About surviving 

A horrible disease

Instead they want others

To get out of thier way

To not use their gym

Nor go to their store

And any of the other things

They sit and stare at one

Who has done nothing 

But worked hard her whole life 

Only to have it taken away

They have no intentions 

Of giving it back

Nor apologizing.

It is over!

All those selfish people

Want you out of their way.

You survived when they did not want

You to do anything but die.

Only Jimmy is not done.

Where did thay man go?

They have him hiding 

He will never surface

Until all of them are dead.

Here Candy, here Suzie

Here Janet, here Jimmy....