Which one?

Do you know

Who this is?

Which one do you

Think is Kate?

They are not the same

Person.

One of them is named

Amber Marie

And is now dead.

A hunt is on in

Washington

For a 39 year old

Police officer

Who has killed

His ex-wife and his girlfriend

All over a one year old

Boy to be his alone.

Custody battles 

Are hard to endure

When on is on either

Side 

I was one of those 

Children who had the police

After her if she was in the wrong

Place 

And yet it was not my parents

Who were at odds.

There were many 

Women who kept saying

I was their daughter

I was one half of a set

Of identical girls

One of whom died

I still have the same

Problem with the same women

And the police don't know 

What to do about it.

And there were times

When the very person

One is trained to believe

Is a safe person

Is not at all.

In this case 

The man is accused

Of raping another teenager

After she got drunk

With her girlfriend

Never believe that your

Friends or family

Will be able to protect

One during a situation

Where alcohol or drugs

Have been used.

No one is safe

When there is a bad person

Present in the case of 

Duane K 

Who is a convicted 

Child offender

And yet just has to ask

And everyone gives 

Him the information

About my whereabouts

And his wife Joey

Just thinks I am at fault

When in fact 

I am going to send

Her to prison

If her husband

Ever succeeds in his quest.

As for being the parent

Of an abducted one

My parents often

Had their children

Taken for no reason

Except the same families

From Germany

Have spent three generations

Seeking and devouring 

Our family for no reason

Known except they just

Wont go away

Nor stop causing issues

And the police

Are just a bit 

Confused 

About whom to believe

My little brothers 

Were taken so many times

They began to call 

Jimmy daddy

Jimmy is not that older

Than us

And has court orders

Against him for showing up

And yet I know even this place

Will not tell me

That he has been here

And yet I know he has

Another needle mark

He wont allow me to know

Because he will go to prison

If he gets caught

Instead the place 

I pay rent to is also

Going behind my back

In order to have a white male

Have his way with a woman

As for those other kids

I did adopt a single girl

From Kiev 

She was named 

Amber Marie

A pretty little thing

I have been finding

The clothes and dolls

I bought for her at the

Goodwill were they were 

Thrown away after my homes

Were taken away from me.

I am not homeless

But a victim of abuse

Where liars show up

Such as Ruth Nauman

And falsely claim 

To be related

Only to get the keys

And then ruin my life

And why do they do it?

For no reasonable reason

They just do it

Because it is easy

Because they are from

An area of the world

Where anything left out

Such as a computer 

On your own bed

Which Grace thought

Was meant for her to take

Or a hidden item

Inside a locked box

Just has to be taken

Just because

This is the way they 

Were raised.

Siblings and godsons

Had no option

Of being taken

Once I was jabbed

With a drug

Causing memory loss

She cant remember

Her promise

No promise

Causes the death

Of someone nor

The unhaminty

Of tearing down old houses

Just to make sure

Why me?

Why my family?

Why has it not been stopped?

Because Jimmy

Is mentally ill

And thought to be a killer

By his own psychologists

Now dead

With no one to replace him.

Fear and desire

Makes people 

Not forget

But not return

To a dangerous situation

My adopted girl

Was alive 

A few years ago

Having been raised

Tijuana style

By Jimmy and his Mexican wife

Who thinks her job

Is to steal everything

She can from me

Including an innocent child

Who had lost her family

In a long ago war

Now forgotten

While the rage a new one

And some even complain

They cant send packages

Without there being a delay

I did not know they had

Such freedom of movement

To sell off items

While their President

Has his handout for donations

They seem to have plenty

Of things to sell.

Double check the location

Of the seller when one buys

Online even at Amazon.

While i have no way of asking

For the one child 

I did agree to raise

Because there are so many

Who have taken advantage

Of the system

One woman my age

Complaining of the same

Rare things that I have

Expecting me to hand

Over my money to her

For no reason at all

Except it is wrong.

I have often claimed

That Kate was adopted

I was there when she was born

To the school TA

Mrs. Arnold

Always hired pregnant girls

Because she and her husband

Were Mormons 

And Christians

She was a school teacher

And he was a cop

I had heard  the baby

Had gone missing

On a trip to London

Which is why I have

Complained when she shows up

Now she is a royal

With all the privleges

And my mother spent

More than twenty years

With Brain Cancer

The only one in the family

Her misery knew no bounds

I could not put her anywhere

Nor pay for her to be taken care of

Without finding her out on the streets

While I was supposed to be working

The same thing with my father

Who became seriously ill

And lost his sight

No one cared

No one was safe enough

I have nothing against 

Cops in particular

But there are times

When they scare one

When one knows 

That they are innocent

And yet look up 

And see the face

Of an antagonist

The liars who get away with it

What to do when 

An unknown man

Throws you out of your own 

Apartment

Only to realize

He is the son of someone

You do know

And he is calling you names

What should the cops do?

Believe the man

Always believe the man

Unless the woman has any 

Evidence of innocence

Not guilty is not good enough

It is just the way it is...

Well, Kate has a look

Alike!

A twin or daughter?

Poor girl is dead

Because someone else

Had a boy child

Same thing happened

To my grandmother

Who was convinced

She needed to marry

Someone else 

And Jack was just fine

As a returning war hero

Who found his whole life

Turned upside down

Because some fancy pants

Had stepped in while 

He was gone to war

Got his way

Even with a marriage license

He had constant girlfriends

When grandma

Feel off the top of the apartment

When she was hanging up

The laundry 

She had a miscarriage

Instead of telling his wife

That he had lied to her

In order to get her to marry him

And that their child was dead

He substituted one from his girlfriend

Poor Judy never knew

She was not really a daughter

While she has done things

As well including not coming

To her own sisters funeral

Even though living in the same town

And her daughter Julie

Has done everything 

Jimmy has told her to do.

He is not related to us!

He claims to be my spouse

Even though we have never

Been married and there is no

License but he wont leave it alone.

He is also claiming to be

The father of my child

Even though I cant have babies

Also wont allow me to have

Medical treatment for my tumors

I have half a dozen of them

Spread across my front torso

From my thyroid downwards

I keep getting different information

Or the doctors disappaear

The last female one 

Literally was going down

The back stairs

That I was using coming up

Didn't know I would be there

Waited an hour

Only to see her walk into

Another room down the hallway

The one before her

Canceled the surgery

She insisted I had to have

Because the one before that

Claimed that the preferred treatment

Did not exist in San Diego

The one before that 

Botched the little bit

Radiology she was giving to me

Woke up to a strange man

In my room going through

My purse

And a girl in the next bed

Who looked just like

Maria Shriver

Who was eating my food

Off of my table!

Her well dressed husband

Asked her if she had enough?

Just wanted to get even 

With me and made a point

Of being in the same 

Hospital room as me?

Did she just walk in

And take an empty bed?

Strange things happen

To innocent people

What are you going

To do Kate?

With a look alike

Now dead?

Pray for yourself?

I cant help you

Since I am still 

Dealing with people

Who are confused .....