No place left to go

There is no place left 

To go 

No where to run

25 foot

Waves are hitting the coast

All those piers are in danger

In reality

It is the end of the year

We have survived CVD19.

But lost our lives

No one is nice anymore

They even report you

If you go to the bathroom

In a public place

Instead of at home

It is suspected you are

Causing others to be ill

Instead of all those 

People hired to clean

They say we have all become

Victims of the situation

My local YMCA

Issued a TB alert

Everyone has been exposed

This past six months

That is probably

Where I got the hepatitis

Those girls don't know

What they are doing

One even poured 

Six times the usual amount

Of cholerine into the hot tub

Burns to their legs

And lungs 

Might be permanent

Closed the pool

To clean it up

And fired her

While law suits are pending

What was she thinking?

She was not

Hired out of a need

Not properly trained

Nor knowledge of the issues

Just doing her job

Meanwhile

Another tenant 

Has been allowed 

To smoke indoors

And with a circulation

To the rest of the building

Caused the fire alarm 

To go off 

And his sprinklers

Rained out of my own room

Cascading down on me below

Had to pack up my belongings

Taken to a hotel 

For a month

Told anything I leave behind

Is possibly not going 

To be there when I go back

If I have a place to go back

The room is no longer mine

But if I vacate the property

Then I give the impression

I don't want a place to stay

Then again

My personal belongings

Don't really belong to me

Do they?

Just like those who removed

Me from my own accommodations

While the police stood

And watched

As there was nothing

They can do

If it is a domestic dispute

After all it is just belongings

All my clothes and papers 

Gone because 

They are not really mine

What about peoples cars

Left outside in the open

Are they game as well?

Grand theft auto

Is usually the charge

But I stood there

With a lawyer next to me

And watch the Soui's 

Remove the car

Told everybody 

That it was his inheritance

Without a will nor papers

Just decided to take it

Once he heard the old lady 

Had died

This is why I go to the thrift stores

To visit my families stuff

Four or five generations

Of it just tossed out

Most of what I have 

Is the collection 

I could afford to buy back

And now it is up for grabs

According to management

Even Ashley sat there

Making the announcement

That renters insurance

Was recommended 

For those who get rained out

There is no guarantee

Inside abuilding 

That requires no indoor smoking

And yet management 

Will not put them out 

Even though they sit there smocking

In front of them

It is there right

To contaminate the air

While the rest of us 

Get sick

And loose what little 

We have left in the world.

I understand I don't even

Own the cat of mine.

I've had a number of them 

Stolen as well

One girl came over

While I was still disputing

My removal from my own place

Dropped twenty dollars

And picked up the pure bred cat

That was not for sale

But she just wanted it.

Up for grabs

Someone else's animal

And one with papers.

Her boyfriend 

Was bragging to me about it.

I would like to sue them.

Now I have to negotiate 

A different location

That still does not give me

The impression 

They are abiding by the laws

Of the land

What good are laws

Or court cases

If no one is going 

To enforce them.?

Where am I to go

If my own property

Is being stolen

By undocumented Mexicans

Who claim they have the right 

To it just because.

Is so easy

No place to hide

Nor take shelter

People want to mow 

You down now

That this pandemic

Has made them angry

No fear of god

Nor government

While the Presidents

Are being investigated

The population 

Is having fun running around

Are we going to start

Guillotining

Those who have money

As the French once  did?

 

What are they teaching in school nowadays??

Tenth Amendment

Federalist Papers

1798

Alien and Sedition acts

Emancipation Proclamation

Rowe vs Wade

These are the answers

The question

Was what was the cause

Of the civil war

The wrong answer

If you went to school

Before

Michelle Robinson

Was "slavery"

These modern Africans

Who follow her

Don't know the days

Or rape and murder

To be the wrong color

To walk into the wrong side

Of town

To go to the wrong bathroom

Or to sit down

After the Civil War

The racism of those 

Who were of various degrees

Of African 

Transferred to the entire country

The war was not about 

The release of enslaved people

But about State Rights

In particular 

About the rights

Of the states over the federal government

When everyone goes right

They wanted the right 

To remain left.

In other words 

It is about the right

Of a state making decisions

Over a human being

While murder and rape

Are not acceptable violations

There are a few exceptions

The right of a woman

To end the life of her fetus

Was first not acceptable

Then the entire country 

Agreed to allow it

Along with services 

Of birth control

And family planning

Something previously

Not a possibility 

Due to religious views

Of babies being from god

And not something to be controlled

An act against god himself.

Now we have a new version

A rejection of this federal law

To allow each state

To make the determination itself

Some states are pro life

Some are pro god 

The differences

From state to state

Texas refuses

Any woman the right

Whereas other states

Find it an unnecessary hardship

On all to prevent women

From making the decision

Over their own body

Whereas there is still 

Difficulties in women's health

Who gets to decide about 

An unnecessary hysterectomy

One more time

I had a doctor tell me

What someone else wanted.

I don't want to loose 

My ovaries just to satisfy

A fat obese idiot

Who is dysfunctional

Even with a whole bottle

Of Viagra.

Whereas the issue

Over states rights

Was that the old days

One did not cross the line

The state you were born

Is the state that had the right

To your body

Dred Scott 

Was another decision

Towards a family

Migrating north

But still wanted to keep

Thier Chatel

Before I get yelled at

For the most part

Slaves

Were property of the owners

Who were not allowed to kill them

Nor rape them. 

Nor starve them.

And they were even supposed

To provide religious instructions

But they could not marry.

Because they were considered

Property

Of course this is not what 

Happened in some communities

While known of us want 

To go back to the bloodshed

Of discussing why slaves 

Were part of the American economy

They were actually part

Of the African business

Of getting rid of their neighbors

And would not do business.

If they did not get to sell them.

Abraham Lincolns

Most brilliant statesmanship

Was not the debates

Prior to his election

But bringing an end to the war

By making a proclamation

Of freeing the slaves

Allowing them to leave their masters

Until this act 

The war was not about slaves

But the rights of some states

To own slaves as forced labor.

The rights of the states

To decide to defer from the federal government

It was called seditious 

To remove themselves

From the power of the federal government

While Ukraine was applauded

For removing themselves from Russia

In America for a state to decide 

To go their own way

Was an act of treason!

This was the cause

Of the American Civil War

The rights of the states

Coming into direct conflict

With the federal government

And the states deciding

To withdraw from the Union

They did not have this right

To demand to become a separate

Nation 

They went to war over

The idea that "hell no"

We are not going to comply

And yet there was not any

Laws in the works

Over slavery 

And ownership of women

So why did they cry fowl?

Because they thought to much

Of themselves

Many of the southern states

Were Catholic not Puritan

And most had lineage to royals

Hence they thought they could

Rule the world 

Even royals have to toe the line.

Separation from the union

Not enforced labor

Became a cry

Of freedom

For all afterwards

Themselves included

Even the whites

Had issues with some groups

Forcing themselves into labor

Or claiming the right

Over their women

Which is where 

The word Chatel

Comes from in mid Europe

The idea that a husband

Could not prevent 

His landowner

From raping his wife

But that the woman

Agreed in a marriage

Contract and license

That she was one mans

And not the property

Of land owner 

Or community lord or barron

That not even a King

Had the right to the wife

Of another man.

Slavery is a sad issue

But most native Americans

Still deal with difficulties

From white girls 

Such as Little Feather

Wanting to be an Indian princess

To men wanting to steal their money

As the film about Flower Moon

Demonstrates.

Citizenship 

Was not granted to them

Until after the first war

They did not have the right to vote

Nor make decisions for themselves

There are still those 

That mislabel them

As crazy or schizoid

Not allowed to make

Medical decisions over themselves

Or to spend their money

Making the statement

Of who would send you 

That much money

When in fact most

Came from communities

That were self-sufficient

Not improvised

Brainless and moraless

Current nations are now being recognized

But monetary reimbursement

Is still lacking for the amount of fraud

And alarming medical practices

I have even been told

There is an injection

To sterilize a female

To keep her from menstruating

And becoming a mother

This should be the right

Of every woman

To use safe birth control

While every man

Should have the right

Not to be taken hostage

Or forced to work 

Or watch his wife

And daughter being raped

Or even the right 

To own his own land

Without some fat white boy

Keep demanding to expose

Himself while he uses 

The mans driver license

Or social security card.

Leaving him without 

Any means of receiving 

Even his military pension

Much less earned social security.

Many modern African women

Would not know why

Rosa Parks

Sat in the front

And refused to move 

Back towards those men

Who were laborers

And not considered safe

This is one of the problems 

In every ethnic background

Not everyone is safe

Nor did Martin Luther jr

Enjoy being in prison

His dream was meant

For more than just

Michelle Robinsons friends

But for everyone 

To understand 

That it is wrong

To enslave any people

Based on skin

Or gender

The underlying cause

Was the will of the state

Over the federal government

Was not seen as a safe issue

If the state did not comply

With the federal decisions

Over human beings regardless

Of race, religion or gender

Not allowing the right of one state

Demand that the federal government

Does not have the right to make them

Not commit horrendous crimes

Such as refusing their neighbors

From having certain freedoms.

Word do hurt

Certain words do now cause harm.

Fear of expressing them is understandable.

Are you aware 

Of whom Henry Clay

Was to the nation?

Are you aware 

That Cashes Clay

Was his descendant.

Before he married

And settled down

He had an old fashion

Love match

The product of which

Was given an inheritance

In his will of land

Acknowledging his son

And making him a land owner

Ensuring his survival

A world famous fighter

Is a descendant

Of one of the worlds famous Statesman 

Who used words to fight for freedom...

 

Cant trust anyone nowadays

 

Even the Eiffel tower

Cant be trusted

It decided to go

On strike today

And on the 100th

Anniversary of Eiffel's death

They had celebrations 

Planned including music

And the President 

Himself, not that

He knows what to do

Imagine having one 

Of those bad days

Every single day.

He needs a cat

To massage him 

When my cat 

Cant stand  it any longer

He waits impatiently 

For me to sit down

So he can have an orgy

By massaging or kneading

My tender flesh.

He actually spent

All of Christmas day

Staring at his litter box

The one with a cover

He enjoys it and the privacy

But sometimes mom

Forgets to take care of it.

I do keep it clean

But not fresh

I had to go find 

Fresh litter for him.

Cant trust anyone.

We had a long day

Of sleeping

And drinking coffee

And curling up

With the other one.

Would have preferred

To be at the beach.

Cant even trust 

My doctor.

I knew my case manager

Was having a meltdown

Over my recent trip

To have one more MRI

Yes, I still have tumors

No, they are not in a hurry

To remove them.

My new doctor

Put me through 

A number of tasks

All those lab works

All those physical therapy

And the referrels

No one wants to make

An appointment

Pulmonary has never gotten back

And neurology says they will call

When hell freezes over.

Not their words

Someone is making me 

Unliked.

Even the dentist 

Thought she would mock

My need of a mobility device.

After all this

My new doctor

Says he is not going

To see me again.

Thats what the last

New guy said

After he ordered 

An ultrasound

Of my thyroid

Which finally surfaced

And yes I have a nodule

I knew that

It grew red and bright

Sticking out of my throat

Then it went into overdrive

Causing me to loose weight

Til there was nothing left

Then after a few years

It died, committed suicide.

He left before telling me

About the Hepatitis results

Or taking care of this issue.

Now my newest one

Is also leaving

He gave me a song and dance

About being on military leave.

But he was sad

And I know he was told

He had to leave

Or else.

I smell a nice big fat

Jimmy.

He does not want 

Me to have male doctors

Whom he cant explain

Things because he is a male.

He thinks he is god

Cant trust him

In  fact I grew up

Not trusting anyone

Listening patiently

To my parents

Wondering why I was

In trouble again.

All because someone else

Is telling stories on me.

Even America 

Retaliated on Iraq

But we are not at war

While Ukraine continues

To attempt to seize 

Sebastopol

Thier only objective

From the beginning.

Wont be peace

When I awake

And there is nowhere 

I can go without seeing

Another old house 

Torn down

Even the Bibles

From my parents 

Bookshelves

Are on sale 

At Ebay

I recognize

The things

I was not allowed

To touch

And all those blue boxes

On Goodwill online

Hold those precious dolls

I would not even share

With my siter

She got all the Barbie dolls

And Shirley temple types

Did not even trust her

Not to crack their ceramic heads

Now they are gone as well

As my sisters body

Which is missing 

Again.

Everything i carefully

Worked on and paid

Has just been ripped away

By the same bastard

Who was told he could not touch me.

Don't trust the courts either.

Greenwich

 

Greenwich

Time of the world

East and west

Everyone knows

That Greenwich time

Means some place 

In England

Where there is a line

Drawn down the street

Everyone on one side

Has one hour 

Earlier than the one on 

The other side

This means much 

Of the Atlantic Ocean

Some of Western Africa

And all of the Americas

Are a different time

Than Europe

And England

GMT

Was developed in

1880

For the railroads

For centuries

Boats had come and gone

On basic time  

As understood

By the Astronomers

But those railroads

Were developed.

To transport

Quickly and easily

Through the commonwealth

And they had to run on time

The Victorians insisted upon

That everything had a time

An appointment

Not to miss teatime

Even in India

Half a world away

They knew it was time

According to thier clocks

Which were carefully set

To this location

In England

Now during Tudor times

It was the hunting lodge

Of King Henry viii

He enjoyed a royal break

From Buckinghamshire

Went westward.

Towards the ocean

Where there was still

Good hunting

And the night life

Came with him

All that music and dance

Along with wine

And women

He had also a castle

Of the same name

Where he would hide away

His current mistress

Which is why there 

Are so many

American families

Distantly tied to the Tudors

As he had so many parties

With the lovely ladies

According to the times

It was almost an expected

Sacrifice 

To give ones daughter

To the King

To bed

And then wed off to a suitor

Of which honor would bring

Along with an extra dividend.

Now adays that does not go 

Over really well

Which is why 

One small girl 

Was accused of being 

The mother of so many

Unwanted bastards

Whose mothers did not know

To go to bed

With the wrong man

Expecting something 

In return

Why every congregation

My mother went inside

Came out 

With one more unwanted

Bastard some bitch

Did not want to acknowledge.

They had given birth

And now there are so many

That the very royal

Middletons

Have an enormous

Christmas card list

Over two hundred

Sisters just for Kate

Most of whom

She has meet 

In her young years

Of taking a woman

With Dementia

Around to introduce

Her to everyone

She could in order

To squander the life

Of one young girl

Who is still not good

Enough for the authorities

To actually

Put a stop to the swindling

By people

Such as Megan Markle

And her sister in law

Crazy Kate

How much more

Can there be

And when is the 

Government

For which I worked

Going to put an end

To the constant 

Betrayal of anyone

Connected 

Innocent or guilty?

Poor little rich girl

Who walked the straight line

An Empress

In the eyes of her relatives

Who took everything they could

In order to have a bunch

Of fake princesses

Who cant tell the time

Great schism of Christian religion

 

1054

East- West

Schism

The year 

That caused 

The Rest of the world

To forget

Thier origins

When Constantine

Converted 

In the fourth century

He took a city

That was feeding

Christians to the lions

And made it over

Holy Rome

With the Vatican

An after thought

His own city 

Of Constantinople

The Hagia Sophia

Was built to represent

His own family 

And new beliefs

Although it is now

A mosque

It still stands out

The Fourth crusade

Of the Christians 

Sent out by Rome

Turned on itself

Destroying most of

The great city

While they had already

Decided to go their separate ways

The west became 

Catholic

While the east

Remained 

Orthodox

Eastern Orthodox

Ended up having 

The old Justinian

Calendar

While the west 

Even went so far

As to invent a new one

The Gregorian 

1582

The west made

A new life 

Without the East

Leaving them behind

13 days.

Even Christmas 

Was celebrated on different days

Now Ukraine

As traitors 

To their own ethnic background

Are refusing even the religion

Of their ancestors

Who have upheld

The older traditions

December 25

Is not the day Christ

Was born

But it the new day

Kiev 

Is going to celebrate

Instead of waiting

Until January  6

For the Orthodox

They have converted 

To Catholicism

Over not a real need

Or desire 

But to cause hell

For the other guy

This war has been

About overthrowing

The big brother

That has taken care of them

Murderers of their own kind

Although the Donetsk

People are not really Russian

But Welsh

The Hughes migrants

Who came to help build

Those armaments for Russia

Never about the fear

Of one small Jewish man

But the desire and demand

That Russia as a whole

No longer exist.

Just as the Italians

Followed Mussolini

And the Jewish Hitler

Into a war that killed

Thier own people

These Ukrainians

Have made it clear

They want blood

Not peace.

Saint Nicholas

A German saint

Used to give out

Black coal

To the bad boys and girls

While Santa Claus

Provides endless

Presents to all 

As we watch

Gaza and Israel 

Fight it out

During their holy holidays

Killing each other

For no reason

But a land dispute

Many have already

Received their rewards

For betrayal 

Of their own peoples

May they not stumble

Upon not land mines

But something much

More damaging

To the rest of the world

Not that they care

For us at all

Just as that Cathy

Who would not leave me alone

But then had babies

Who then destoryed

My life by demanding

They were mine not hers

Have done nothing

But take advantage

Of a system

That was not mine

I was never a movie star

But a journalist.

Scarlett and Lea

Can be seen in an old

Picture tormenting

Me with a knife in my chest

One that Cathy put there 

Because she did not want

To be my friend

But be me instead.

Thought to be 

Honor Blackmans

Product of an unspoken rape

Cathy has produced

Grand daughters

For Honor

Who actually do look 

Like her

For instance

The latest Bond girl

Miss Swan

Is nothing but a replica

Of Pussy Galore

Grandmother and granddaughter

Looking so similar

And having fun was the enemy.

Will wonders never stop.

The enemy always

Feel as if they have vanquished

The righteous

Never looking back

Nor forward

Always in the moment

I am old school

I accept Christianity 

In my heart

Without blaming those 

Who do not

Such as the Jews

I have no quarrel with them

Nor the Muslims

Whose bad leaders

Have caused havoc 

For others such as myself

I worked in those tall buildlings

Briefly but could not take the height

While I was better known

For the place they did not take

The UN 

While the Pentagon

Was only a place one visited

While I worked at the Library of Congress

Next to the Supreme Court

And across the street

From the Capital building

And has tunnel access.

Best to those

Who care about others

Humanity needs them all

Good leaders 

Should not be shot

Just because a new philosophy

Has arisen in the land.

Nor should we forget

Those few rulers

Who have a bad beef

With the world press

But have kept the world

From destruction.

Let us see  if Zelensky

Can get relected

2024

What a year

We also get to see

If Trump and Biden

Will face off

Or a new guy will emerge.

More common for the west

To get a new one

Than fight and kill everyone else off.

29

Contenders 

Does Putin have

Don't laugh.

He is going to win.

You know why?

Because there are

Twentynine selfish people

Put up your best

A handful at most

Now the vote will be spread

Across the entire board

No one contender

Is going to carry the entire 

Country ...

Only one strong contender

Will emerge

From this sort of setup

And he has already proven 

Himself capable of not going

Nuclear.

There is no other possible

Outcome with that many candidates

No matter what the count 

Is in March

The majority 

Will go for the one they know

Is not going to kill them

Instead of a housewife

Trained to kill her own husband

In the old soviet days.

Shiver for those days

Some of us lived through

Merry, Mary Holidays

Happiness to those 

Who don't throw the first stone.